Listening to Puffy Ayumi - Ai No Shirushi
I've been feeling rather down lately. Perhaps even depressed, or simply just plain bitter. Why, it is so easy to mask one's true feelings. Indeed, I feel so conditioned to just reject emotional responses from time to time and just chose to stick to "a sane sort of mind" not knowing what it truly means.
A deviation from the current "politically correct" path perhaps. Scattered random bursts of personal philosphy can be so enlightening at times, else plunge one into a deeper recess of darkness of thinking. Like a vicious cycle of internal destruction. T-Squared often referred to it as "inferna destruction". That particular form of "dark inspired art" comes to mind. Shiny silver sharp platters rounded with hooks and smooth curves of white aghast a black bacground. Modern day interpretation of the destructive abstract art form that only conceals its power in the hidden meanings and perhaps even symbiology of the icons used.
Life is open to all form of interpretation. Ever felt that you went a long big round and somehow just ended up at square one once again? Strange perhaps, but I don't believe unfamiliar to most of us. Cycles of self-reflection and personal doubt do trigger motivation within us. At yet the other spectrum have the invisible power to seemingly just crush us like a void of hollow steel.
"Better to have tried and made a big fool of yourself, than to feel miserable for not doing so the rest of your life".
"Better to have tried and failed than to have never tried at all"
Two different quotes. Two different places. Two different systems of thought, Two different time phases of history. One conclusion.
I am just going so crazy.
I've been feeling rather down lately. Perhaps even depressed, or simply just plain bitter. Why, it is so easy to mask one's true feelings. Indeed, I feel so conditioned to just reject emotional responses from time to time and just chose to stick to "a sane sort of mind" not knowing what it truly means.
A deviation from the current "politically correct" path perhaps. Scattered random bursts of personal philosphy can be so enlightening at times, else plunge one into a deeper recess of darkness of thinking. Like a vicious cycle of internal destruction. T-Squared often referred to it as "inferna destruction". That particular form of "dark inspired art" comes to mind. Shiny silver sharp platters rounded with hooks and smooth curves of white aghast a black bacground. Modern day interpretation of the destructive abstract art form that only conceals its power in the hidden meanings and perhaps even symbiology of the icons used.
Life is open to all form of interpretation. Ever felt that you went a long big round and somehow just ended up at square one once again? Strange perhaps, but I don't believe unfamiliar to most of us. Cycles of self-reflection and personal doubt do trigger motivation within us. At yet the other spectrum have the invisible power to seemingly just crush us like a void of hollow steel.
"Better to have tried and made a big fool of yourself, than to feel miserable for not doing so the rest of your life".
"Better to have tried and failed than to have never tried at all"
Two different quotes. Two different places. Two different systems of thought, Two different time phases of history. One conclusion.
I am just going so crazy.
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