Listening to Hillsongs - You Said
I'm very sad. There are some upcoming evangelistic services in church. The gospel. The message of salvation. The greatest miracle to have ever happened on this earth - that God sent His one and only begotten Son to die on the Cross of Calvary for our sins.
In the area of soul-winning. I have to confess that I am a big disaster. I am but an unprofitable servant. Not once have I brought a single soul to the Lord. What kind of Christian am I when I do not even do the Great Comission. I have few friends already. Worst. Either they are all Christians. Or they are simply die-hard atheists or just simply, people whom preaching the gospel to will land one in jail.
Its a dilemma. "How much will you sacrifice of yourself, for the sake of other people's eternity?" I am deeply saddened in my heart. Everytime there is an evangelistic outreach. I cannot even think of a single person to bring to church. Not even one. I've always desired to bring more people to the Lord. But honestly, I am clueless about winning them over.
Unlike Rev. Charles, I do not exactly have the Christian Lifestyle that will shine for Jesus. Nor do I have a fantastic or wonderful testimony to share with non-believers. Even then, I feel like I'm rotting in this area of spirituality. I am very dissapointed in myself. But I don't know what I ought to do, when considering that I already have such a tiny pool of friends. I can't even think of ONE single person whom I know will come to church and come to the Lord.
Sigh. I am burdened in my spirit. I am saddened as well. I love God. But sometimes, it is just so hard just to obey Him.
I'm very sad. There are some upcoming evangelistic services in church. The gospel. The message of salvation. The greatest miracle to have ever happened on this earth - that God sent His one and only begotten Son to die on the Cross of Calvary for our sins.
In the area of soul-winning. I have to confess that I am a big disaster. I am but an unprofitable servant. Not once have I brought a single soul to the Lord. What kind of Christian am I when I do not even do the Great Comission. I have few friends already. Worst. Either they are all Christians. Or they are simply die-hard atheists or just simply, people whom preaching the gospel to will land one in jail.
Its a dilemma. "How much will you sacrifice of yourself, for the sake of other people's eternity?" I am deeply saddened in my heart. Everytime there is an evangelistic outreach. I cannot even think of a single person to bring to church. Not even one. I've always desired to bring more people to the Lord. But honestly, I am clueless about winning them over.
Unlike Rev. Charles, I do not exactly have the Christian Lifestyle that will shine for Jesus. Nor do I have a fantastic or wonderful testimony to share with non-believers. Even then, I feel like I'm rotting in this area of spirituality. I am very dissapointed in myself. But I don't know what I ought to do, when considering that I already have such a tiny pool of friends. I can't even think of ONE single person whom I know will come to church and come to the Lord.
Sigh. I am burdened in my spirit. I am saddened as well. I love God. But sometimes, it is just so hard just to obey Him.
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