Listening to Passion - God of Wonders
Like the new layout? I felt inspired to change it after seeing mei's new layout, as well as the "trend" of websites to use more black in the coloring template. Black really seems to be the color in fashion now, cars, computer parts, fashion, even the credit cards are coming in the color of black. Perhaps its just a gothic color revival influcenced by the Matrix trilogy.
I've not watched Reloaded and I don't think I'll even catch Revolutions. I'm one of those sad guys in this country that has not been to the cinema in nine months. How sad can I get? I missed everything from Finding Nemo, Pirates of the Carribean, Bruce Almighty, X2, Hulk, Legally Blonde, Terminator 3. I haven't even watched the second installment of Lord of the Rings and now the third one is about to come out. As much as I'd love to go to the cinema, and that I am a really solo person. I don't quite like the feeling to watching a movie alone in the cinema. Its like, even though there's a big crowd around me, I still feel like I am the only person in the entire hall. How much difference a single friend makes.
Very slowly, my entries are getting shorter. I know it. I feel that my writing standard has become a little better and a little bit more conscise. I try to reduce the number of times I repeat something in my posts. After all, my thought process is a rather haphazard and demented one, hence it shows in the writings.
After everything at home has blown over, which would be like around 4 to 6 months down the road, I'll start to practise my mathematics again. My standard has certainly dropped as well as my mind become dull from the lack of practise. Delving into the archaic world of mathematics is like a form of escapism for me. It feels like I put myself in a realm, or "dimension" of sorts that no one can reach me - not even my troubles and sadness.
I realised that as a Child of God. I should never let my emotions influence my Praise and Worship for him. It took me a long time to realise the power of praise and worship. Only now do I know why God demands a sacrifice of praise. Because when it is so hard to praise God because of prevailing circumstances. I make it a point to reach deep within me to bring out the best possible praise and worship to God. He is the Lord God Almighty and He is Worthy to be praised. Someday, I hope to be a really good Christian, not just in God's eyes, but in the eyes of the world. I pray that I might be able to bear a great testimony as well as witness for God.
The world can dismiss the testimony of one person. But it can never dismiss the combined testimonies of a million people who are sold out for the cause of the Kingdom. My lifespan on this earth runs short. I have nothing to lose and everything to gain by giving my best to God. And though I stumble, and though I fall. I know that He will pick me up and walk with me every step of the way. Praised be to God!
Well, I've got to go to work very soon. Its night time sentry duty. Nothing much I guess except to sit around and enjoy the cool air at night. Night time sentry is very simple. No senior officers to make life difficult for us and I can spend quality time catching up on missed issues of Time and Newsweek. And I'll get to go home early tomorrow morning, prepare for church and then serve one service worth of ministry. And then monday's off for me as well.
Like the new layout? I felt inspired to change it after seeing mei's new layout, as well as the "trend" of websites to use more black in the coloring template. Black really seems to be the color in fashion now, cars, computer parts, fashion, even the credit cards are coming in the color of black. Perhaps its just a gothic color revival influcenced by the Matrix trilogy.
I've not watched Reloaded and I don't think I'll even catch Revolutions. I'm one of those sad guys in this country that has not been to the cinema in nine months. How sad can I get? I missed everything from Finding Nemo, Pirates of the Carribean, Bruce Almighty, X2, Hulk, Legally Blonde, Terminator 3. I haven't even watched the second installment of Lord of the Rings and now the third one is about to come out. As much as I'd love to go to the cinema, and that I am a really solo person. I don't quite like the feeling to watching a movie alone in the cinema. Its like, even though there's a big crowd around me, I still feel like I am the only person in the entire hall. How much difference a single friend makes.
Very slowly, my entries are getting shorter. I know it. I feel that my writing standard has become a little better and a little bit more conscise. I try to reduce the number of times I repeat something in my posts. After all, my thought process is a rather haphazard and demented one, hence it shows in the writings.
After everything at home has blown over, which would be like around 4 to 6 months down the road, I'll start to practise my mathematics again. My standard has certainly dropped as well as my mind become dull from the lack of practise. Delving into the archaic world of mathematics is like a form of escapism for me. It feels like I put myself in a realm, or "dimension" of sorts that no one can reach me - not even my troubles and sadness.
I realised that as a Child of God. I should never let my emotions influence my Praise and Worship for him. It took me a long time to realise the power of praise and worship. Only now do I know why God demands a sacrifice of praise. Because when it is so hard to praise God because of prevailing circumstances. I make it a point to reach deep within me to bring out the best possible praise and worship to God. He is the Lord God Almighty and He is Worthy to be praised. Someday, I hope to be a really good Christian, not just in God's eyes, but in the eyes of the world. I pray that I might be able to bear a great testimony as well as witness for God.
The world can dismiss the testimony of one person. But it can never dismiss the combined testimonies of a million people who are sold out for the cause of the Kingdom. My lifespan on this earth runs short. I have nothing to lose and everything to gain by giving my best to God. And though I stumble, and though I fall. I know that He will pick me up and walk with me every step of the way. Praised be to God!
Well, I've got to go to work very soon. Its night time sentry duty. Nothing much I guess except to sit around and enjoy the cool air at night. Night time sentry is very simple. No senior officers to make life difficult for us and I can spend quality time catching up on missed issues of Time and Newsweek. And I'll get to go home early tomorrow morning, prepare for church and then serve one service worth of ministry. And then monday's off for me as well.
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