I actually woke up late on a saturday? Wow, unbelievable!
Ok so I can't really go out today, yet. I'm waiting for my squad mate Gary to come over to my place to finish our coast guard project. Its past two and the joker was supposed to have been here by 1. Sometimes, I really can't stand people who are late? Its like they don't value other people's time.
So the project is incredibly huge. In fact, we have to make 85 cards of the international code of signals. Its compromises of 26 single flags, 26 double flags, 10 number flags, 12 triple flags, answering pennant, hydrographic survey, pilot flag. I have to do an incredible amount of cutting and pasting today, that is, if he actually comes?
I feel like skipping cellgroup later. Yet my heart staunchly refuses. So the mind and the heart are fighting once again. Its like they always fight about God and Church and Church related stuff. My heart wants more of God and my mind is exceedingly frightened of Him. Just that it acts "cool" and tries to act calm.
I can't find the pilot jack flag and the hydrographic survey flag. I thought the internet had everything, perhaps I was wrong. Its seems like no one has bothered to put those flags up. Or perhaps Google and Yahoo haven't been doing a good job? Funny why people would upload the Jolly Roger instead of a hydrographic survey and pilot flag - the commonest flags used in a port of call.
I guess its just going to be a quiet day for me. I just prefer to be alone with my thoughts and stuff. Going out and interacting with people is fine with me. But if given a choice, I'd choose to hide in a shell somewhere quiet and be all alone by myself. Ok except in the dark room in changi prison.
Cyndi Wang rocks! Her songs are so nice! Ok, so I'm being really sappy. And since when did a CL B student like me started to listen to chinese songs anyway? I don't know, but its a good thing that the words on her song are easy to read and understand. Such a sad song, but it is so honest.
It's better to write honest songs about life and situations people go through instead of harping on impossible realities and fantasy.
Ok so I can't really go out today, yet. I'm waiting for my squad mate Gary to come over to my place to finish our coast guard project. Its past two and the joker was supposed to have been here by 1. Sometimes, I really can't stand people who are late? Its like they don't value other people's time.
So the project is incredibly huge. In fact, we have to make 85 cards of the international code of signals. Its compromises of 26 single flags, 26 double flags, 10 number flags, 12 triple flags, answering pennant, hydrographic survey, pilot flag. I have to do an incredible amount of cutting and pasting today, that is, if he actually comes?
I feel like skipping cellgroup later. Yet my heart staunchly refuses. So the mind and the heart are fighting once again. Its like they always fight about God and Church and Church related stuff. My heart wants more of God and my mind is exceedingly frightened of Him. Just that it acts "cool" and tries to act calm.
I can't find the pilot jack flag and the hydrographic survey flag. I thought the internet had everything, perhaps I was wrong. Its seems like no one has bothered to put those flags up. Or perhaps Google and Yahoo haven't been doing a good job? Funny why people would upload the Jolly Roger instead of a hydrographic survey and pilot flag - the commonest flags used in a port of call.
I guess its just going to be a quiet day for me. I just prefer to be alone with my thoughts and stuff. Going out and interacting with people is fine with me. But if given a choice, I'd choose to hide in a shell somewhere quiet and be all alone by myself. Ok except in the dark room in changi prison.
Cyndi Wang rocks! Her songs are so nice! Ok, so I'm being really sappy. And since when did a CL B student like me started to listen to chinese songs anyway? I don't know, but its a good thing that the words on her song are easy to read and understand. Such a sad song, but it is so honest.
It's better to write honest songs about life and situations people go through instead of harping on impossible realities and fantasy.
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