Listening to Philips, Craig and Dean - The Heart of Worship
PICTURES for mei. Pictures of a familiar Hang Out for everyone in ACJC.
I'm supposed to be on a Net Sabbatical, yet my fingers are itching to blog again. My mind is stressed tht it has no where to let out its deluge of thoughts. I thought I'd just tie up some lose ends to end this chapter of blogging. By no means it means that I'm going to stop blogging. I'll definitely start again.
If i go to New York University. I'll start a blog called "Chronicles of Noo Yawk CT" Life of a mentally unsound person in the BIG APPLE! Noo YAWK! NYC! WOOO!
Then if I go to Washington University in St. Louis. I'll blog as "The Washing Machine Boi" I think it's a really stupid title, but can't think of any other thing related to Washington yet.
If I somehow end up in Boston University, which I doubt so, even though I'm applying to the university. I'll just carry on with something like "The Boston Fish Market". Cos since I talk so much nonsense, its almost as incomprehensible as the myriad of conversations in a fish market! Specifically, a wet one!
If I end up in Singapore, I'll continue blogging as unwell, just that it'll be "rambling thoughts of the demented v. II" - hopefully more mature and insightful, whilst as being as nonsensical and silly as ever! Whether its Noose or N-two or smoo. Doesn't matter. Local Universities deserve a "local flavour" whilst overseas ones deserve a "foreigner inspired theme".
I'm really crapping nonsense here. But its just part of me and my life in JC. There's like so much satire and crapping in ACJC. What to do? Almost every girl has a codename and plus there is like so many "low-blow" jokes as well. 12 years really screws your mind in weird ways
My parents often say that they shouldnt' have sent me to ACS. And they tell me never to send my kids to ACS. But when I think about it, I don't mind paying for tuition for my son. As long as he goes to ACS, I think can already! Father and Son and joke about RI everyday! Hahahahah!
And if I have a daughter, hopefully I can send her to MGS. And then she'll tell me nonsensical stuff about "How screwed up ACS Boys are" when she's in Sec 2 or something like that! Nonsense man! Ok, so even if my daughter ends up in SCGS, I bet they'll me the typical "I heard that ACS guys find that the SCGS pinafore is damn sexy" kind of nonsense. Yeah, try to be a father that can really communicate with the kids. (of course I'd tell her "yes - cos I did")
Uniform Fetish! WOOOO! (nonsense!)
Communication is the secret to imparting good morals, values and excellent principles of Christian Character. If you can communicate openly with your children. Chances are, that they will learn the correct values from you, instead of seeking information from the world. What more a heritage can you give to your children should you have excellent Christian Character free of vices and full of virtues?
If only the Fathers in our country can communicate to our children. We'd have a really mature generation of young people! But alas! It is not to be! Strong Men are hard to come by. Not in terms of strenghth, but in terms of character.
I certainly don't have great or even good character. I look at the Bible and I look at myself and I'm like, "God! I'm so messed up". But then, without further adue to being proud. I think I can easily fight the combine character of all of Maggie's Suitors!
ALL Their Characters combined is MUCH lesser than MINE! I can't fight in looks and money, but I can fight in terms of character. Silly Girl! Why don't you chose ME instead? Why stick with that crappy boyfriend of yours who only uses you as a trophy girlfriend! Ok, I'm being really proud here, so I'd better stop....
She's so damn nice! But too bad lah. Shit happens when you least expect it to. Besides, I can't date her, cos it breaks the "Two Golden Rules of Relationships" in ACS
1) You cannot break up a couple
2) You cannot date your friend's ex-girlfriend
I will run afoul of rule #2. Worst, her ex-bf is like my ex-classmate in Barker! So its a big time No No to me. Shit happens man! Maggie is one of the few MGS girls that give me a much better impression of MGS girls, the other being Wivinia of 2SC8! (She's damn nice too!)
Okay, I won't talk about the very nice girl anymore. Too bad, too sad. I'm pushing girls out of my life for the next 11 years or so. Be a single sad bastard (SSB). Live in a 1 bedroom condo. ALL ALONE at Chua Chu Kang - far removed from civilisation. Perhaps I should get the job of lighthouse keeper at the Horsburgh Lighthouse or something like that. Be 25 Nautical Miles away from civilisation all around! Yeah!
Most people I know can't live alone. For me, I can't live in a group! I prefer to do things alone. Its no good, but what to do? Yeah, I'll get my doctorate in Mathematics, then later join the Coast Guard's Coastal Patrol Squadron and just ask to wear the condemned rank of Staff Sergeant - And request to do permanent duty at the Horsburgh Lighthouse. Yeah! Solitude is my best friend since I'm quite bad with mixing around with others.
I'm not gonna gripe about work during this entry. Just have to pray that God will give me a greater desire to be a better worker during my National Service. As much as a slavery as it really is.
for mei
This is for my mei. Jan! She's just so incredibly nice a girl. Always writing such encouraging and supportive things in my comments box! Most of my life I've been quite a crappy kor lor. Always forget her birthday, never send present, never even WISH HER a happy birthday. Yeah, I'm quite crappy.
Well, for mei, its true. I didn't stop writing my blog thanks to YOU. After all, I did tell you that I'll only blog for you, so that you can really see the Real Me, right? =)
Not too long ago. Even my mei thought that I was a "weird guy". How true it is indeed! How true! I'm not just weird. I'm ECCENTRIC. Perhaps that's why NO ONE can relate to me beyond a certain level of friendship. Ok, Jesus excluded. Ok, so I'm brutally honest with myself again.
She's 4000 miles away, yet can bother to write so many nice things on her blog about me. The truth is, very very few people praise me. So if someone praises me, its like a big deal to me. Thanks so much mei, for propping up my crumbling self-esteem. You've done a great job. I don't expect you to do anymore for me. In fact, I never expected you do even bother about how I felt most of my life.
So I really thank God for You mei, you did help steer a course of my life when I was down in life. Love Ya lots in Christ. -hugs-. Remember, I'll never let anyone bully you, even if I have to travel 4000 miles to settle things for you. I will.
And as for my King of Majesty. I don't have any words within me that can express my thanks to You. I can only give what you gave to me. My life. My Heart. My Spirit and my Soul. My ALL. And its not easy. But I will surrender everything for His Glory. I dont want to say, I want to show it.
when the music fades
and all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something's thats of worth
that will bless YOUR HEART
i'll bring you more than a song
cos a song in itself
is not what YOU have required
YOU search much deeper within
through the way things appear
YOUR looking into my heart
i'm coming back to the heart of worship
and all about YOU
its all about YOU, JESUS
i'm sorry LORD for the things i've made it
when its all about YOU
all about YOU, JESUS
KING OF ENDLESS WORTH
(and) no one could express
how much YOU deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is YOURS
every single breath
*YOU'RE looking deeper into my heart*
(its not about preaching, its not about saying)
(its not about church services, or church buildings)
(its not about catholic protestant or methodist, or assemblies of God)
(its not about me)
(its all about YOUR mercy)
(its all about YOUR LOVE)
(its all about YOU JESUS)
she introduced this song to me.
PICTURES for mei. Pictures of a familiar Hang Out for everyone in ACJC.
Sabbatical: Tying up lose ends
I'm supposed to be on a Net Sabbatical, yet my fingers are itching to blog again. My mind is stressed tht it has no where to let out its deluge of thoughts. I thought I'd just tie up some lose ends to end this chapter of blogging. By no means it means that I'm going to stop blogging. I'll definitely start again.
If i go to New York University. I'll start a blog called "Chronicles of Noo Yawk CT" Life of a mentally unsound person in the BIG APPLE! Noo YAWK! NYC! WOOO!
Then if I go to Washington University in St. Louis. I'll blog as "The Washing Machine Boi" I think it's a really stupid title, but can't think of any other thing related to Washington yet.
If I somehow end up in Boston University, which I doubt so, even though I'm applying to the university. I'll just carry on with something like "The Boston Fish Market". Cos since I talk so much nonsense, its almost as incomprehensible as the myriad of conversations in a fish market! Specifically, a wet one!
If I end up in Singapore, I'll continue blogging as unwell, just that it'll be "rambling thoughts of the demented v. II" - hopefully more mature and insightful, whilst as being as nonsensical and silly as ever! Whether its Noose or N-two or smoo. Doesn't matter. Local Universities deserve a "local flavour" whilst overseas ones deserve a "foreigner inspired theme".
I'm really crapping nonsense here. But its just part of me and my life in JC. There's like so much satire and crapping in ACJC. What to do? Almost every girl has a codename and plus there is like so many "low-blow" jokes as well. 12 years really screws your mind in weird ways
My parents often say that they shouldnt' have sent me to ACS. And they tell me never to send my kids to ACS. But when I think about it, I don't mind paying for tuition for my son. As long as he goes to ACS, I think can already! Father and Son and joke about RI everyday! Hahahahah!
And if I have a daughter, hopefully I can send her to MGS. And then she'll tell me nonsensical stuff about "How screwed up ACS Boys are" when she's in Sec 2 or something like that! Nonsense man! Ok, so even if my daughter ends up in SCGS, I bet they'll me the typical "I heard that ACS guys find that the SCGS pinafore is damn sexy" kind of nonsense. Yeah, try to be a father that can really communicate with the kids. (of course I'd tell her "yes - cos I did")
Uniform Fetish! WOOOO! (nonsense!)
Communication is the secret to imparting good morals, values and excellent principles of Christian Character. If you can communicate openly with your children. Chances are, that they will learn the correct values from you, instead of seeking information from the world. What more a heritage can you give to your children should you have excellent Christian Character free of vices and full of virtues?
If only the Fathers in our country can communicate to our children. We'd have a really mature generation of young people! But alas! It is not to be! Strong Men are hard to come by. Not in terms of strenghth, but in terms of character.
I certainly don't have great or even good character. I look at the Bible and I look at myself and I'm like, "God! I'm so messed up". But then, without further adue to being proud. I think I can easily fight the combine character of all of Maggie's Suitors!
ALL Their Characters combined is MUCH lesser than MINE! I can't fight in looks and money, but I can fight in terms of character. Silly Girl! Why don't you chose ME instead? Why stick with that crappy boyfriend of yours who only uses you as a trophy girlfriend! Ok, I'm being really proud here, so I'd better stop....
She's so damn nice! But too bad lah. Shit happens when you least expect it to. Besides, I can't date her, cos it breaks the "Two Golden Rules of Relationships" in ACS
1) You cannot break up a couple
2) You cannot date your friend's ex-girlfriend
I will run afoul of rule #2. Worst, her ex-bf is like my ex-classmate in Barker! So its a big time No No to me. Shit happens man! Maggie is one of the few MGS girls that give me a much better impression of MGS girls, the other being Wivinia of 2SC8! (She's damn nice too!)
Okay, I won't talk about the very nice girl anymore. Too bad, too sad. I'm pushing girls out of my life for the next 11 years or so. Be a single sad bastard (SSB). Live in a 1 bedroom condo. ALL ALONE at Chua Chu Kang - far removed from civilisation. Perhaps I should get the job of lighthouse keeper at the Horsburgh Lighthouse or something like that. Be 25 Nautical Miles away from civilisation all around! Yeah!
Most people I know can't live alone. For me, I can't live in a group! I prefer to do things alone. Its no good, but what to do? Yeah, I'll get my doctorate in Mathematics, then later join the Coast Guard's Coastal Patrol Squadron and just ask to wear the condemned rank of Staff Sergeant - And request to do permanent duty at the Horsburgh Lighthouse. Yeah! Solitude is my best friend since I'm quite bad with mixing around with others.
I'm not gonna gripe about work during this entry. Just have to pray that God will give me a greater desire to be a better worker during my National Service. As much as a slavery as it really is.
for mei
This is for my mei. Jan! She's just so incredibly nice a girl. Always writing such encouraging and supportive things in my comments box! Most of my life I've been quite a crappy kor lor. Always forget her birthday, never send present, never even WISH HER a happy birthday. Yeah, I'm quite crappy.
Well, for mei, its true. I didn't stop writing my blog thanks to YOU. After all, I did tell you that I'll only blog for you, so that you can really see the Real Me, right? =)
Not too long ago. Even my mei thought that I was a "weird guy". How true it is indeed! How true! I'm not just weird. I'm ECCENTRIC. Perhaps that's why NO ONE can relate to me beyond a certain level of friendship. Ok, Jesus excluded. Ok, so I'm brutally honest with myself again.
She's 4000 miles away, yet can bother to write so many nice things on her blog about me. The truth is, very very few people praise me. So if someone praises me, its like a big deal to me. Thanks so much mei, for propping up my crumbling self-esteem. You've done a great job. I don't expect you to do anymore for me. In fact, I never expected you do even bother about how I felt most of my life.
So I really thank God for You mei, you did help steer a course of my life when I was down in life. Love Ya lots in Christ. -hugs-. Remember, I'll never let anyone bully you, even if I have to travel 4000 miles to settle things for you. I will.
And as for my King of Majesty. I don't have any words within me that can express my thanks to You. I can only give what you gave to me. My life. My Heart. My Spirit and my Soul. My ALL. And its not easy. But I will surrender everything for His Glory. I dont want to say, I want to show it.
when the music fades
and all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something's thats of worth
that will bless YOUR HEART
i'll bring you more than a song
cos a song in itself
is not what YOU have required
YOU search much deeper within
through the way things appear
YOUR looking into my heart
i'm coming back to the heart of worship
and all about YOU
its all about YOU, JESUS
i'm sorry LORD for the things i've made it
when its all about YOU
all about YOU, JESUS
KING OF ENDLESS WORTH
(and) no one could express
how much YOU deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is YOURS
every single breath
*YOU'RE looking deeper into my heart*
(its not about preaching, its not about saying)
(its not about church services, or church buildings)
(its not about catholic protestant or methodist, or assemblies of God)
(its not about me)
(its all about YOUR mercy)
(its all about YOUR LOVE)
(its all about YOU JESUS)
she introduced this song to me.
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home