For the first time in my life I saw her online!
Her name's Maggie! My secret JC crush! Ok, so I've got the official one that EVERYONE knows about except for herself. But Mag has to like be my dream ACJC girl. It's like, we somehow connect even without talking. I can see it in her eyes! =P
She has the eyes of sapphires, the voice of an angel and faithfulness like no other girl I've met in my whole life in ACJC.
Too bad, she's attached. =( But since that's her choice of guy, then I just have to let it be.
"Love does not seek its own" - 1 Cor 13:14 (I think!)
Ok ok... here's the proof that she's online. I just HAD to get a screenshot of her online. Especially since I just added her to my ICQ without telling her who I was. Or perhaps she already knows? Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.
I met her when she was attached to one of my sec 4 classmates, sometime in late january 2001, at the Heeren, 5th floor, next to the Korean restaurant (which is still around).
When I went to AC, she had switched boyfriends. Sigh. This guy is tall, strong, hunky, rich and her classmate. They're always together, everywhere from the start of school all the way till about 8 in the evening when they part ways. Sigh I'm so jealous that the guy has such a faithful and dedicated girlfriend who takes all his nonsense and doesn't judge him for his flaws.
Every morning after breakfast at the canteen, I'll walk up LT1, she's always in the same place, with her boyfriend seated next to her. My eyes always look at her from the base of the LT. I think she knows too cos her eyes follow mine, till I like pass her and can't see her anymore.
Her boyfriend notices that I stare at her quite often. Ok I don't stare, just look discreetly, just that he's sharp enough to spot all the guys looking at his girlfriend. Heh, if he whacked me I would just like have a cracked skull or something lor. He's like commando material just from the way I see him run at PE.
Damn. I should have got 9 points and gone to triple science, then I would have zun zun ended up in her class. Perhaps I can't date her, but why can't I at least get to know her better? No harm right?
I'm recollecting too many crushes in JC, so as to create and "ethreal" atmosphere that there are still girls around me in NS. I'm really weird, eccentric, psyched up, even to the point of craziness and madness.
I guess I was never meant to be a sane person.
God bless you Maggie. If God is willing, I will have an opportunity to SEE you again in this lifetime, perhaps, even to just talk to you.
Her name's Maggie! My secret JC crush! Ok, so I've got the official one that EVERYONE knows about except for herself. But Mag has to like be my dream ACJC girl. It's like, we somehow connect even without talking. I can see it in her eyes! =P
She has the eyes of sapphires, the voice of an angel and faithfulness like no other girl I've met in my whole life in ACJC.
Too bad, she's attached. =( But since that's her choice of guy, then I just have to let it be.
"Love does not seek its own" - 1 Cor 13:14 (I think!)
Ok ok... here's the proof that she's online. I just HAD to get a screenshot of her online. Especially since I just added her to my ICQ without telling her who I was. Or perhaps she already knows? Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.
I met her when she was attached to one of my sec 4 classmates, sometime in late january 2001, at the Heeren, 5th floor, next to the Korean restaurant (which is still around).
When I went to AC, she had switched boyfriends. Sigh. This guy is tall, strong, hunky, rich and her classmate. They're always together, everywhere from the start of school all the way till about 8 in the evening when they part ways. Sigh I'm so jealous that the guy has such a faithful and dedicated girlfriend who takes all his nonsense and doesn't judge him for his flaws.
Every morning after breakfast at the canteen, I'll walk up LT1, she's always in the same place, with her boyfriend seated next to her. My eyes always look at her from the base of the LT. I think she knows too cos her eyes follow mine, till I like pass her and can't see her anymore.
Her boyfriend notices that I stare at her quite often. Ok I don't stare, just look discreetly, just that he's sharp enough to spot all the guys looking at his girlfriend. Heh, if he whacked me I would just like have a cracked skull or something lor. He's like commando material just from the way I see him run at PE.
Damn. I should have got 9 points and gone to triple science, then I would have zun zun ended up in her class. Perhaps I can't date her, but why can't I at least get to know her better? No harm right?
I'm recollecting too many crushes in JC, so as to create and "ethreal" atmosphere that there are still girls around me in NS. I'm really weird, eccentric, psyched up, even to the point of craziness and madness.
I guess I was never meant to be a sane person.
God bless you Maggie. If God is willing, I will have an opportunity to SEE you again in this lifetime, perhaps, even to just talk to you.
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